I feel like throwing myself off a cliff.

Or something.

Dunno.

GOD DAMMIT

writing should not be straining.

it is starting to for me.

just by what its about

and i keep wanting to do it over and over cuz like

im not sure if im writing it right??? 

like some topics are sensitive and im just kinda

'so i need to do this. ok.'

then its 

'IS THIS RIGHT OR NOT?'

i panic too much but ive never been the strongest when it comes to writing

so this is how i practice and that good

but when its sensitive stuff...

i totally shut down and keep thinking

'oh i ed it up lemme justERASEITALL and start OVERRRR' and for all i know it can be alright or be decent but its worrying me. 

JUST 

ING

HELL