What had I spend June for, I wonder. This is my first time doing this. I just had the mood. 

1-10

I'm on my first semester break. Two weeks burned on tumblr, instagram, aff, and other apps that I can't recall if there's any. I don't think I do any productive thing, although it is Ramadhan. I swear I sleep almost have of the day. 

11-20

Two weeks spent on school before us Malaysian got another week of holiday for eid. I don't think I study much. Things went slow. I kept thinking of holiday and when do we end the fasting. I don't remember if I wrote anything on the fasting month. 

21-30

I feel like I'm on an healing trip. Since it's Eid, I spent the one week break in my hometown.

21st

My flight was on this date. It's a Wednesday. I wrote a story draft for Sewoon-that p101 trainee from starship. He felt more like a minor character in that story. The draft was about 2000. That's not so much for others, but I hadn't done a story for so long, so this is a big progress. 

22-29

I spent a loooot of time on writing. Some stuffs I'd done:

-I wrote on N's story which I had the idea from month or months ago. I even posted it, and now it had three chapters but now I'm stuck to how I will continue it. I didn't outline the plot, just write what I know happened in the story. 

-Found a writing contest for p101. I'm not a fan of that show, but my sister I influenced me so much that I am somehow attached with the show. So, I had been wanting to join a contest but afraid that I will not finish it because I had my own unfinished stories. Pretty much, Sewoon dragged me in. I got the idea for how the story will be, and honestly, I just need to write it down. But let see how it will be going. 

-I wrote some discussions and blogs. Which, before this, and even now, I feared to write. I want to be more expressive on internet-mostly aff and ao3 because these are where I often go. The reason for this is that I found it nice to talk to other people and it motivate me and always make my mood better. People here are so nice. 

-What else I did? Yeah, study. Not so much I got a few topics done, but at least I did some questions on my science stream subjects-bio, chemist, physic, add math. Just some itsy bitsy of some topics, but that is a lot for me, although I think I can do so much more. But this is fine. At least I touch the book, right? 

-Got some ideas and wrote some posts that I had the ideas long ago, but only dare to have them out of my mind now. I don't think I would finish them and post them somewhere for now, but at least I know I have some things I want to write and share to..people. Yeah. 

30

Today. The day is slow. My holiday is nearing it's end, and so do my spirit, positivity and motivation. I thought I would fall into the world of uselessness, but I braced myself. I did my math homework, did the data for my add math kerja kursus<--what do we call this? -I'm form 5 btw- Yey for homework, but I still have another one work to done, but let's leave that to tomorrow. 

But I don't do any writing today. Because I do a lot of writing yesterday-itsy bitsy of some little things, so I thought I wanted to edit today, but I don't get the time. Maybe tomorrow. But I need to pack my stuffs and I know I'm a big proscratinator(do I spell this right?) so maybe after this. Maybe. 

That is how my June is. And oh. I had my birthday on 18th. I love June. And. Today is N's birthday. Happy birthday leader cha. <3

Hope for July:

-I don't think there will be so much writing going, i'll be editing the stories that I had written, I guess. 

-I need to study a lot. Like. A lot. I have a trial exam on August and I know I can't slack off on that one. 

-Is there's more? I hope I can keep being positive. 

This post is so messy. Well. I'm satisfied that I got this written nonetheless. 

Anyway, be happy and have a good day everyone! :D