i don't even know if anyone can read this or share their experience with me.

I am really disgusted and disappointed at some authors on this site. I appreciate they take the time to write and post it's amazing what they do. But the attitude of some author can be so rude . They say they want you to post a comment you did and what you get banned from the fic. There's only a few yunjae authors I like on this site. Recently there's a new author with amazing writing skills and brilliant stories. I really like the work have not put a single bad comment . Commenting more on a particular fic because author said to comment I voted and subscribe to every of the author's fic 

then when a new update of a fic I've been following . Whilst trying to gain access only to realise I've been blocked 

i don't know what I did wrong and personally apologise . 

What the author did may be something unintentional but when I'm currently experiencing a death of a parent and reading these fics uplifts me I'm really dissapointed

it might be because the author had bad experience with some readers I don't know 

I'm confused and hurt