My recents thoughts and kpop

I don't want to be long, so I'll try to be an concise as ever...

 

It's been a hectic and hard year for me, starting from the University (which I almost abandoned), my family (who's giving me great responsibilities) and friends.

 

What cheered me up almost everyday was kpop, in particular, my Ultimate Group SHINee, my lovely group SJ and my Ultimate Bias Kyuhyun.

 

Some of my recent (but not so recent also) works were inspired in my personal experience. I thought everything was solved and my concerns gone, but as time passes, I realize is not like that. 

 

Recently, I'm getting more irritated whenever one of my friends speak to me. The reason? I don't know if it exists, but it has all started last year.

 

I find strenght in kpop songs (not just them but partly) and I relax everytime I hear Kyuhyun's soothing and angelical voice. I don't know what else to do because I don't know if I have a friend (a physical one, not online) - cuz my friend with whom I speak about kpop, because she is into kpop, is the friend I spoke about before - with whom share all my thoughts and worries.

 

I just wanted to say this (or at least, partly) to vent out all that I've been keeping to myself... 

 

Thanks for those that read this.

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Baek-Hunnie #1
Hello! While I know that me commenting isn't going to magically solve your problems, but I hope my input helps you see that you're not alone. I suffer from pretty severe depression, and it makes me lose hope and motivation and it's tough. It seems, to me, that you might be depressed as well. I am not a therapist and can in no way tell you for sure, and you may already know, but I just want you to know that you're not alone. Most of the time the only thing that can make me smile when I'm feeling depressed is k-pop. While we like different bands, I completely understand where you're coming from. My bias group is EXO and my ultimate bias is Jongin, and just yesterday I was watching a video of them performing and I started crying because he makes me really happy. I think it's great that you have something that makes you feel better and you should hold onto it no matter what. While we don't know each other I'd be more than happy to talk to when you're feeling particularly down.
SuperJoh #2
Dear one, I know this maybe isn't much for help, but we Kpop fans support each other right? I know you love both SJ and Kyuhyun, which is why I really liked that you always read my stories and were so enganged in them. I hope you can believe me that if you need to relieve your thoughts, just simply talk to me as well! I can still be there for you my friend. My fellow kpopper. My fellow ELF.
I also find my strenght through K-pop. Kyuhyun's voice relaxing my nerves. And I too, am having the problem that I get angry over the slightest thing my closest friends say and I myself don't know why I react that way. And I've been like this for long as well. Which is why I've been updating not as often as I did and all. Take time dear one, breath, relax. Try to relax yourself in any ways possible. Stress isn't good for any human.
I hope you'll be alright soon, hwaiting dear one ~
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