I have an issue regarding friends. I feel like I'm always left out as if I'm not the part of the group. My  friends are nice but they could easily forget about me. Today, I stumble across a quote. It says that "The colours of your life might fade by time but don't stop painting".I was thinking deep about this quote. I thought that "what if I'm not given the chance to paint my life again..." Friendship is one of the source of light or should I say the main aspect of colours to my life. I need friends because I love socialize. I value friendship (after family of course) so much. The fact that I realize my friends drifted away from my life sadden me. As if there are invisible boundaries between me and my friends. The colours of my life are fading (friendship are broken). And I couldn't paint my life anymore because I didn't have the chance to. My friends unconsciously push me away. How can I gain friends when people doesn't really appreciate me. I always treat people nicely but they use me.