listen to Taylor Morgan - Where Do I Even Start

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W: I don't love you

M: I know 

W: I can't love you

M: I know

W: I'm sorry

M: I know

What if you have to fall in love to save someone, but you can't? What do you do? What do you when all your friends keep begging on your feet to save that one person you can't bring yourself to save? What do you do when you have to stomach being with a person you can't stomach the thought of being with? No matter how hard you try. No matter how hard... What do you when you have to give up your very being, leave it all be, forget yourself... just for that one person... maybe many. 

Mingyu suffers from severe depression, a hopeless romantic. His life revolves on Wonwoo, his breath, his meaning, his love. But Wonwoo doesn't love him. Wonwoo can't. He can't find himself to love Mingyu. Even Seungcheol knelt and begged him to save Mingyu, to try and be with him so Mingyu wouldn't kill himself. Wonwoo just can't. He can't do it. He can't help, but be selfish because he loves himself more, cares for himself more. He knows he can't be a hero, not that he doesn't want to be, but it's just not who he is. Would you be able to blame him? 

Sc: Mingyu killed himself. It's your fault!!! 

W: NO! HE KILLED HIMSELF! IT'S HIS CHOICE TO EITHER CONTINUE  HIS LIFE OR END IT!! I WAS NOT THE ONE WHO DRANK THE PILLS AND JUMPED IN THE RIVER! I AM NOT THE ONE WHO KILLED HIM!!! 

Sc: You're despicable, Jeon Wonwoo. 

Would you blame Wonwoo? What would you do if you were him? Who is to blame for Mingyu's death? 

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i might write something about this in the near future. My pc keyboard is still not working.

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DISCLAIMER: Suicide is an option, this much is true. But I believe it is an option you should never choose. There's more things to life than trolls in social media, cramped up dark rooms, bullies, highschool, an abusive brother, a drunken father and a of a mother. There's hope, grab it. Even if it hurts, endure it. There's a billion others in the world who I'm sure would be willing to guide you along the way to the right path. Look around, if you don't see them, look harder. If they don't approach you, approach them. I know it might not be easy, but life's never easy. You may not have wings, but you can make them for yourself. Keep the faith, keep living. 

"You gotta get up and try, try, try." -Pink