First off, I will be graduating this Thursday. Second, I haven't been active at all. Third, I've been MIA so I'm pretty sure everyone forgot about me. Fourth, now that I have time, I started watching Korean Dramas.

Korean Dramas. Do you know how long it's been since I've actually watched a Korean Drama? Ok, ready? Like 4 years. Kid you not. It was hard to stay away at first but I needed to so that I could excel in my studies while in college. Which that is the reason why I stopped writing fanfics. So I'm sorry. Anyway, I decided to celebrate by watching a Korean Drama. The one that has been lingering and stuck in my head is Goblin: The Lonely and Great God. Is that the full title? I feel like I missed or messed up a word.

Goblin: Like Holy Chocolate, where the F have I been? Like, I spent 4 years staying away from dramas, and I resisted and I refused to watch this drama? Like, WTH is wrong with me? That Korean Drama is beautiful from the beginning to the very end. It was the first time that I actually didn't fast foward through boring parts. Which, there were no boring parts. I cried, I laughed, I smiled like an idiot, I cried, I felt sympathy and empathy for each of the characters. That drama had me go through emotions! LOL! 

Ah!

Can I just say? Like Gong Yoo, that damn almighty fine man has never looked better. Please date me, marry me, love me. 

Also, Lee Dong Wook, whoo! He was looking good. Especially his lips.

As I am writing this blog, I am currently having all types of withdrawals from everything. Which has nothing to do with this drama. Kind of. I'm having Goblin withdrawals. While listening to Beautiful from the Goblin soundtrack, I'm feeling really appreciative about life. The drama has me thinking and questioning...what was I in my previous life? Are my significant ones in my current life in my previous life? I'll never know and that's okay because I love everything and everyone...life is just...good. Real good.

Goblin also has me really yearning for love. The way how Kim Shin loves Ji Eun Tak is so beautiful and passionate. The way how Kim Shin looks at Eun Tak is the way how I want my future boyfriend/husband to look at me and only me. I know that one day I will meet the perfect man but for now I will focus on my career as a Pastry Chef. Love is just wishful thinking.

You know how I was saying earlier that I'm having withdrawals? Well I'm having withdrawals from baking, from going to school, from watching Goblin, and from writing fanfics. I miss Asianfanfics because at one point in my life this website was the only place that listened to my frustration and sadness that I conveyed through writing. Now that I am more happy than ever, I will try to write happier stories. Life is good, Life is unfair, Life is full of surprises, Life is beautiful.

That's it for now.

I love you all.

-Neena