Btw, I'm suffering right now, my left arm's illness is back. It's more like an injury I think but my brain tells me it is and not it's crazy. Yeah. But I can't move my left arm freely because it's hurt when I'm moving it.  I can't also swim it properly because it will be sore more and more. My back is always in pain, and I don't know why. My right hand is sometimes shaking without my consent  and its in pain hahaha XD my left hand's fingers are always in pain as I'm always using this for guitar and instrunments. I think I'm over working my hand and body. And I'm not also sleeping properly. Yeah Basically I'm making body weak hahaha like before. I'm always taking pain killers to ease it's pain but will come again after hand. Hahahah XD Should I just kill myself? Joke hahahahah xD. Yeah I'm crazy bye.