The best feeling I had today was cheering up my friend whose a sophmore in college.

I,myself, is graduating high school on the 19th of May(tomorrow).

Its a bit surreal, but we had a long need conversation, and then I'd asked him how he was doing in college.

He told me he was getting straight A's, majoring is social work and psychology, but this was no longer what he wanted to do.

So I asked him what was stopping him from changing. His anxiety and insecurity. I was, emapthetic, since I know how it feels, being depressesd and anxiety ridden, but I felt the need to console him, because in that moment, it didn't matter what I felt, I just needed to give him a hug, with my words.

I feel like crying now, though I'm not really an emotional person externally. I gave him a life speech sort of thing, but with my feelings, telling him to follow his dreams if his current life isn't satisfying, and that the reason I'm friends with him couldn't be described by words like funny, and unique.

I have a tendency do this, cheering up people.

Then why can't I cheer up myself?