I don't know where I should start. And I don't want to be detailed with what happened to me for the past few months and yes it was quite hard for me. And I want to keep  it personal. And I am really a terrible writer I barely update and my story and I'm about to drop something that I've been dreaming since I became a Yulsic shipper and a sone. 

And I don't have any choice either. 

1.I will stop writing temporarily 

-Because it's hard when you don't have your own laptop.I wanted to have my own laptop and I can't have it esp. my family is currently facing a financial problems so if I can't have my own laptop then I am force to stop writing permanently :( (noooooo) But if I manage to have one then I can write again and start a brand new stories. If could. 

2.I don't have an inspiration or motivation what so ever. 

-Yep, I've been attempting to write stories and conduct a unique plot but I cannot find the reason why I should keep writing. Of course I love Yulsic but the spark of writing is.. I don't know it's gone. 

3.I will be senior high school student soon. 

I will be very busy this year, I have to study and work 10x harder especially I will be having my entrance exam probably on September or December. And I will start my review on June when our classes will start. 

This is so heart breaking for me, But I have to sacrifice things in order for me to be successful. But what if there is still a hope for me to write again right?  And I will always ship Yulsic.They will always be my number 1 OTP. And I will always support them, both SNSD and Jessica. I don't choose sides here but I love both sides and it hurts to see golden stars and sones fighting. (I actually don't consider myself a golden star, I actually prefer to be called  as a GorJess spazzer ,I like it. It's unique and I'll keep the title until the right time comes, I still believe Ot9 will reunite!) 

-kwon22 signing off