Things happen just like that

I don't know why I'm writing this and I don't know if anyone will be reading this or not. But still let's get this out.

Sometimes in the middle of the night when everything is quiet and I'm unable to fall back asleep I think so many things and one of them is death.

Death .One of the biggest truth of life.
It dawns upon me suddenly and tbh I feel really scared.

People randomly say things like "Ah I wish I could die!That would have been so much better than this!" without even meaning it. And I'm one of them too.

Stress from everyday life and worries makes me feel death is much better than life. But to be honest it is not.

Life is so fragile and transitory and you don't know when you are going to die. One day you wake up, live another day and is one step closer to your ending. It is so scary and lonely. The fact that you may never wake up one day and won't even remember your existence in your next birth and would become a part of the countless dead population. It hurts. The memories, the things I once felt.It hurts so much.Some people fight just to live another day of their life.It's unfair.The whole system is crooked and unfair.

Things that were so important to you yesterday are now so little and insignificant.

The dead is simply just dead. No fancy words. I'll probably laugh in the morning or someday when I'll read this.

You live once and die once.

I am such a deep kid. *facepalm*

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Darthearts #1 Apr 29, 2017 18:00:51

I was down with illness that lasted more than 2 weeks and I was scared out of my wits because I didn't know what was wrong with me and I thought the worst, that it might be some terminal illness. It probably doesn't sound like much but it affected me not just physically, but mentally and emotionally as well and I nearly fell into depression. When you think that you might die, the first thing that comes up in your head is actually "why me?". I cried so much when I thought about my family, that I was gonna die without telling them that I love them and I didn't have enough time to see how their future, hopes and dreams turned out. It taught me how fragile life was and how every healthy, happy moment should be cherished and held dear. You never know what's going to happen tomorrow.