I am quite depressed somehow..baekhyun is my bias and he has the power of light..n my name means the light of calmness..i love my name a lot..n knowing baekhyun's power controls light is not what make me depressed..i search the meaning of 'calm' in korea..n it translated as 'taeyeon'..i hate the facts that they used to be together and i can't use taeyeon as a nickname cause it'll be awkward when i'm fangirling over baekhyun..it's not that i hate taeyeon..i'm a big fan of hers..and i didn't even mind when they dated..but when they broke up..i think it's awkward..and somehow i just felt like baekhyun broke up with me..because my name means calmness..n sometime i felt like my name is the combination of those two..n i'll be all jealous for no reason..

This is stupid..i know..but can't help it..n again i'm a big fan of both so i hope no one take this matter as me hating them or something..