So I'm not sure if anyone else can relate. But I just feel some numb and alone. to the point that I don't think I can even communicate properly with anyone or make friends, though tbh I wouldn't blame people for not wanting to talk to me. My mind's a mess I'm not sure how long I can keep this up for. I'm tired of living, I know I shouldn't say that because my life could be so much worst. But I can't help it.

I'm not sure why I'm even writing this.