Reality

I was never happy when I was born.. I was left alone.. Because my family is unstable.. My parents got divorced and my father wasn't in his mind.. And all of my siblings were separated..I live far away in the country when my mother moved to the city to find money..

My life was hard.. Everyboby is harsh on me.. I got no friends, I got no parents, no siblings, I got nobody to love me..

Now.. I found my father.. But I'm too afraid to see him..

After 20 years..

I'm really afraid.. :(

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sleepingprince #1
You have been through a lot in life. You're a strong person . I think you definately should take some time for yourself to think things over , reflect on everything and make sure if you really want to do it. Who knows maybe it's your time to be happy again right? But of cause you need to be prepared mentally and physically in every way and aspect . So make sure that you are really ready and prepared then you can go and meet your dad. If you scared maybe you can bring someone along with you just incase. I also think that you should seek for other opinion like from people around like people who know and understand your family situation in real life for a better decision and opinion. Don't rush thing and take small steps at a time. Give yourself the space and time to think . I hope that things will be much easier and better for you as time past. Stay strong and think positive . Fighting !
goldxntrbl #2
I cant say i can relate or empathise what youre feeling, so im sorry if i say some ignorant things but dear, if you ever need anyone to talk to at all, i'll do my best in helping you. My dm is always open for you
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its okay to be afraid, you have every reason to be. If you do not want to see him thats fine, its your choice. However, maybe seeing him once would be good. See how things are, see if youre able to get rid of the fear and if its not going so well and you feel uncomfortable, you can just leave. You dont have to see him or contact him at all if you do not want. But im sure there are some things you want to know and have answers for???perhaps not??perhaps im wrong?if so then im sorry
aegyo-princess #3
Oh my, if you need anyone to talk to beforehand, I can be a shoulder to cry on, ears to listen, and a strength to lend! (I can also be a great listener or even a friend to cheer you up if you need ^^)
You were already so brave to voice this big thing, now all you have to do is believe in yourself. I'm sure it'll go well!! But areyou going there alone? I'd take someone with me, even if I didn't know them all that well.
milkia #4
If you take a moment and picture yourself in his shoes, think about what it could be like for him. Then think what you would do if it were a book, or a drama. I'm not sure how this works, though, and I hope you can pull through and be strong! There's always people on this site that are willing to talk to you, including me, so don't be afraid to come talk to whoever.
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