I never really blog before. So this is my first time. I was browsing through AFF using my laptop when my eyes stop at the BLOG. and I mean, why not? I was bored as chocolate fudge and have nothing else to do. I just got an inspiration to draw. So after this, I'll go get my sketch book. Actually I do have some concerns, just light one. One of it is, well my friend-a guy had asked me for a favour. He wanted me to be a model for his friend new clothing line, his friend just started releasing it and they are not famous enough so they need two people to model it, someone fairly famous and someone unknown. They already have a friend that are fairly more or less famous around here so they are just looking for the other category.

Me being me, I hate being photograph. That's why I love taking photos. I just hate being photogaphed. It makes me feel awkward and  cringey and all sorts of uncomfortablesness. I told my friend that I don't think that I can do it so he should just ask his other girl friends but he said they were all very demanding-wanting high payment and some of them are... annoying. He kind guilt-trip me. And now I'm seriously thinking of wanting to do it or not, Because I don't really like it if my other friends found me on social media because I don't have Insta. I mean, I don't like it if they saw me doing that. Because it makes me unconfortable, ya know? Its uncomfortable for me to pose and doing something like that because subconciously I want to uphold my personality(?) I don't know the word. What I meant to say is, people saw me as someone umm... bright, crazy and tomboyish. I have a guy's nickname, you tell me. 

So what do ya think? I don't think anyone will read this tho..? whattevvss 

thanks yall.

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