Okayyy.. My last blog is about my bestfriend and thanks for opinions, advice from yall, now we are good.. No prob since we both not staying together now but still contact, everyday.. Hehehee.. Hope she still love as her bestfriend. 

BUT THERE IS ONE LITTLE , I'VE BEEN NICE TO HER, NOO, WE'VE NICE TO EACH OTHER UNTIL SOMETHING HAPPEN BUT STILL NOT INVOLVE US BUT OUR FRIENDS!! WTF??!! We have no problem at all and our last meeting she gave me my belated birthday present and i know it's not cheap. 

Okay back to the title, so today i should transfer my money to one of our friend, no, it's not a debt or whatever you think, but for this month, the money should be tranfer to our friend, and she will collect it and keep it until June. Every month will be different person collect the money. Okay back to her. So just now, urmmm noo, about 1 hour ago i tranfered the money, and i forgot to inform it.. Im just ing forgot to inform my friend, we have group on whatsapp but my internet data already expired and im only using wifi for internet. Well, my friend said, "who transfered the money, i wanna know, bella or ricca(not her real name)?" So i thought maybe only me and her still not tranfer the money. 

But since i dont have the data or any ing internet on my phone that time, so idk and just opened when im reached home. Got the notification. After i read what my friend asked, he asked my real nice. But her reply. HER REPLIED!! Makes me think "ohh are you ting me, really?" 

Well, im always, always inform after i tranfered but this month, i meant the last week of march and the first week of april i am really busy, and the due of the tranfer until 6 april, if we late, pay the penalty! 

Okay, i know maybe you will think i am really childish or im a weak person that cant accept those words but well yeah because someone that's been really nice to me, i can tell you guys that she is our second mom, always care and cook for us. I dont know what i did wrong but her replied told me that im just done something awful and yeah i cant accept it, not with friend that never said those thing to me, it something new and im speechless. She replied "ohh i dont know, maybe bella. I ALWAYS INFORM 😊" Well is that how you reply? Showing that you wanna say that imma bad friend just because i forgot inform my friend. Ohh please, was that nice? I dont understand why because when im mocking, i admit i always mocking or say something bad BUT with a playfull way, im kid around! so that they know that im just kidding and make them know that im not serious about mocking them. But her, even put an emoji, smile emoji, there i know you really wanna our friends think that 'ahh she shouldnt do that, rose(my friend name that collect the money) must be confuse there, bella should inform her' or whatever they thought. 

But at last, im just text rose, personal. Say my apologize about that, and replied back with nicely said "It's okay, i understand you. You must be busy and i know that your data always expired 😆" At least i know that she's okay with it but her. I dont understand, really. I dont know what ive done to her. Im still angry but ill forgive her. Maybe she just wanna attention, idk but whatever. 

Idk if you guys were me, what you will do. But im not reply her at group. I ignore it. Because i know, if i reply something that will be so ugly, because sometimes, im will saying what i wanna say without thinking other's feeling. One of my friend told me that, sometime my mouth can be very dangerous because i just saying something, idk, its randomly, but i dont know i hurt them by my words. So yeah, i need to be careful with it. That's why im not reply it, im not her, because i dont like say that either, i know that kind of words hurt other feeling. 

Im sorry if you think im so childish, just because the way she replied, im hurt and whatever you thought. But for me, i know im a big girl, well she also a big girl so she can just say something nice tell me to not do that again instead of ting me. Its not nice. And i dont like it. 

If you read my blog, thank you guys. Im just, i think i need to tell you about what im feel right now. Well at least after what i just told you, i feel more good. Because why should i think about that. Right? My mom said, being nice friend will get reward. Its true, we must fight if getting worst or ignore it and just treat your friend like before because at that way, you friend will be ashamed what they did to you before. Based on what reasons of course. Hehehee.. So yeahh, thanks for reading it. I would love it if you give an advice or opinion.. 😊✌