yeah. just like what the title says. i'm an idiot.

i keep on having high hopes that he'll feel the same way as what i feel for him someday.

but... it's always expectation vs. reality, huh... it will always be an expectation vs. reality.

it to be friendzoned.

but i can't do anything about it. 

i can't force him to like me too.. because i know he already like someone else.

ugh.... i'm really being an idiot. 

3 more days and we'll have our separate ways... i guess i can take this as an opportunity to forget and bury this feelings of mine, noh? 

i guess i'll just have to wait for the right guy at the right time on the right place.