bare with me
First things first, I'm sorry.
I feel like I owe you guys some sort of explanation as to why the updates have basically seized recently, so here's the best I can do.
In the beginning, I was so excited to start writing and to start getting my stories out there, but as soon as I had a new idea for a story, I would abandon the one I was currently working on to start the other, and it's continued like that ever since I joined aff.
Writers block, that's the main reason.
Whenever I would write a chapter that didn't turn out exactly how I had intended it to, or how I had written it mentally, it would dishearten me. I would then lose the motivation to continue the next chapter, thinking that it would turn out how the previous one had.
That would then stem the writers block, as what I had written would never come across how I had envisioned it too, I could never find the right words to describe exactly how I wanted the story to sound, which is why my updates take so long.
Sometimes writing feels like a chore, which because I really love writing.
As well as that, health wise I haven't been at my best?
I suffer from scoliosis (for those of you who don't know, it's when there's a curve in a persons spine) and it's been causing alot of pain and discomfort for me lately, especially since I recently started work and standing for more that a couple of hours straight kills my back. So sitting at my desk to write after being on my feet all day would be so uncomfortable that I would end up just laying around trying to ease the pain.
I've also been swamped with work but I need cash boy's so a girls gotta do what she's gotta do
I feel like I'm just making excuses for being a little lazy but?? It's true I promise.
Fics I'm currently working on;
Feral (I'm trying to write 3 chapters at once so y'all have something to entertain yourselves with while I write the rest, it has over 50 subs with no chapters I'm screaming)
Unlawful devotion (my priority; chapter 4 is almost finished, I said it would be done by last weekend but things happened rip, chapter 5 is more than half written and chapter 6 has a few paragraphs too, it'll be done soon I promise)
Fics that aren't on hiatus that I will update at some point;
Breathe, blood sweat and fears, memory, you're the stars in my sky.
For the others,,, I'm struggling,,
thank you for being so patient, I love y'all♡
(if any of y'all wanna talk to me about anything or get to know me at all my twitter is https://twitter.com/yueiun and my tumblr is https://naopis.tumblr.com
tysm again for being so nice and patient I can't thank y'all enough and I hope this helps explain a little,,)
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