Okay,so I'm quite a softy....lbut srsly the chances of me crying over a nightmare is rare....I mean most of the time when i cry in my sleep is if it's about my family.....and it did.....

Last time I had a nightmare,my grandmother died and I woke up crying cuz duhhh.Then just 3 years ago,y'all know....or may not know....my grandfather was murdered.......

This time,it was weird,scary and I'm quite an emotional wreck rn so Imma just say whatever comes.....

So a while ago,I was deleting some useless stuff from my youtube acc history....and some had pretty scary thumbnails. Irrelevant right?No,while I looked at those thumbnails....I felt as if something in the atmosphere changed.....then I ignored it and kept deleting.....

So then,in my nightmare....I had this one tutormate that I'm always annoyed at....So in the nightmare,she was bothering me and shizz and i kept slapping her hands away and shizz like that then her mom kept pushing the table at my stomach to the point where it is practically digging in my stomach.....but then my mom was there....

and weird thing but there are kitchen stuff in the tutorplace I dont know why I think they forgot to clean before converting the place.....She took a ladle and lunged at the woman....so when I stood up...my mom was walking across me to my tutormate who was annoying me....then I started crying when I saw the ladle....it was a metal ladle....and it was bent.....and covered in blood....

So I made the mistake of looking at the woman,I saw her unconcious with her head on my school bag and her blood was soaking through....idk about dreams but I ran to my mom muttering stuff about I don't wanna lose her or some shizz like that....funny thing was....while all these happened while I was sleeping,I can feel a hand on my throat squeezing....I really don't know why....I don't.....I don't wanna sleep....I don't want to lose my mom.....I really don't....