'BIGBANG' is 'always' 'Number 1'! They're always 'sparkling' which makes them so 'wonderful', in my eyes their on 'top of the world'. When ever a 'stupid liar' says they saw them in a 'cafe' I say thats 'lies' or, your 'high high'!

And 'Tonight' I threw my 'hands up' and said to myself, I need 'somebody to love'!

 It's like 'oh yeah' I know 'I need a girl' but it's not like I could write her a 'love song' or anything! 

And one day, if she asks 'what is right'? At the end of the day 'what can I do'? I could only wipe her tears and say 'Baby don't cry'.

And what if she finds out about my 'victory' job? I don't want her to 'tell me goodbye'. I'd say 'baby good night' and my the next day I'd have to say 'Goodbye baby' all because of my 'dirty cash'! Maybe if she was stupid she'd stay in a little world and sing 'la la la' to herself all day, but she'd be 'my girl' and there would be a lot of 'emotion' involved.

And 'day by day' I wouldn't be able to 'breathe' because I'd know 'she's gone'... But hopefully I wouldn't be a 'fool' and ruin 'this love'... 

And everything I've just said, 'I don't understand' what I meant by it..but in my eyes, my girl would be more that 'V.I.P'! She'd be 'V.V.I.P'!

All I know is to the girl of my dreams.. 'we belong together'...and I want to spend 'forever with you'.


I have a lot of time on my hands....-___-


Anyway. BIGBANG IS ING BACK AND I AM SO ING HAPPY! GUYS WE HAVE LITERALLY GOT WEEKS UNTIL OUR BOYS ARE RELEASING A NEW ALBUM!

I don't think anyone actually gets how big this is for me!

BIGBANG is the reason I write, sing, dance, learn! BASICALLY THE REASON FOR EVERYTHING I DO!

They are a hug part of me and I honestly love them all so much! -I'm so happy I'm pretty much crying! I will be a mess when the elbum comes out! God.... I don't even know what to say!:')

But ...it's been one hell of a hiatus, am I right?

From the carcrash to the smoking-I've not once thought about leaving these boys or this family! I will forever support them and their choices!^____^

Fuuucccckkk! I am hyped!^^

Updates tonight btw!:3 after Ive finished the next few parts to paradise!(the dance)

-GtopJkey xoxoxoxo