Hello! Long time no post once again... I should really try to update more regularly but I either never have the time or the energy even though I really want to.

Something the had been coming up a lot in my life is just thinking about how unfair life is. Every one knows it and to a certain extent people forget about it and get in with life or they would actually just choose to ignore it.

I often think that life is actually about dealing with the problems or the unfair things in life. I remember my one teacher in highschool, her favourite saying is: life is a choice and then you die. As more and more years pass the more I realize the truth in these words. Life is constantly going to throw curveballs at you abd its up to you to decide what you going to do with it. You may not have a say in what happens, but you decide what you are going to do about it. I think thats pretty interesting. 

It is also why I feel that people are so different in their thinking, if we all thought the same way then life would be boring. Imagine watching a drama where you are yelling at the charater to not do something stupid and the character always listens to you. Imagine a horror movie: don't go towards the sound stay with your friends don't get separated, the story woukd end in 10 minutes (or less). Or a romace where the main character's silly actions keeps letting them meet their love interest but you are yelling at them to stop being stupid, there would be no story if that happened. 

Recently, when ever I get anxious or down I just tell my self 'not today'. I will not let my mind hold me back, at least 'not today' (but maybe next week 6pm). Obviously inspired by BTS.

What do you tell yourself to get though the day? Ket me know! I would live to know what you guys think!

-Life is a choice and then you die.-