So I think I'm going mad --- 

before you agree (I wouldn't blame y'all) I'll explain. 

I wanted to finish Crush (on you) before updating the rest of my fics but I damn can't. It's frustrating -ooooh so frustrating- so I decided that when it'll be complete  (which it isn't (because I rewrote it 3 times and yet I don't like it)) I'll put it up on the site. Why? Because I can't stand my own decision >____< 

said decision was: put on hold Gigolo, Live Through, Love Songs, Let me write you a love song, and enough is enough, until I finished that (not so much) one shot. 

The problem? I'm as stuck as a fishin the net. 

If you ask yourself why one should ever begin a fic when they don't know how it'll actually end (tehee I'm an idiot) it's because it all started as a joke. No, not a silly prank on y'all but a joke between me and my friends. The story behind said joke is that we went at a concert (Crush's concert TBE) and we noticed the star-struck expression of one of his bodyguards while he sang. My friends jokingly told me I should write a fic about it, and so when I came back home I did the foreword and presentation, called it "Crush (on you)" (obvy) and sent the screencap of it to my friends. 

Haha jokes on me I didn't hide the story as a draft and so when I woke up the next morning, PEOPLE HAD SUBSCRIBED TO IT!! Ahahgajahskdnskbshs

i had no idea what to do!!! 

And so I started actually writing it @[email protected]

yall, I won't abandon the fic, but as of now, since I like the plot I came up to, I'm kind of confused to how finish it ㅠㅠ 

Anyway, I've decided to put THAT story on hold since I don't see the point in stopping EVERYTHING just for one fic. 

yeah yeah author, everybody would have thought that, why it took you so long? 

Well because I'm dumb.  

Please forgive me ;__;