Please erase my past

Still wrapped in warm blankets I am thinking about my dark past

Its cold night

Roaring thunder and lightening are hitting my window panes

I am feeling bit scared and I miss my mom

Want to cuddle with her

But she hates me

My past is so terrible and dark

I want to erase it

Delete it completely

But I can't

Even if I want to forget the past so badly

I can't coz the past is always in front of me

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sleepingprince #1 Mar 5, 2017 00:53:58

Open your heart and mind to let go of the past. Learn and prepare yourself to accept love from others when the right time comes. Give yourself all the chances and space that you need to start a new life . If you have the chance try to forgive and let them know . To forgive someone especially those who meant so much means a lot . I think and feel that when you forgive someone the burden in your heart will lessen. Everyone make mistakes at times so we should learn from it and do our best to change and make things right . Regret is one of the scariest thing one should face . So instead of that try live life to the fullest as you can . Stay strong and feel better soon

Bleedingheart-loves #2 Mar 4, 2017 18:00:40

I don't know whats my fault. Why should I ask forgiveness. I was abused so badly that it left a scar on my heart and painful memories that I can never forget.

Bleedingheart-loves #3 Mar 4, 2017 17:53:47

I have tried several times to talk to my parents. To make them understand that I am hurting..I am feeling broken and depressed. But instead of trying to soothe me they always blame me for my mistake.

lovenlust #4 Mar 4, 2017 17:13:30

You can make everything better. Try to talk to your parents.

Gigi-lala158 #5 Mar 4, 2017 17:05:24

you can't change the past that' true but you can make you future better .ask forgiveness from everyone that maybe you did hurt in the past ..take it slowly & easy ..take your time to understand your feelings ..fears and your hopes ..god bless you .