2/13/2017 Something's up. (Journaling.)

The three-day weekend is a couple hours from it's end. I don't know if I spent my time well or if I've lost it to pointless filler, but it was temporary bliss. Although, the entire thing was made less enjoyable because my head feels like a complete dead weight. I can't even tell what it is anymore. At first, I thought it was a brain tumor. Yes, and actual brain tumor. But I'm not having seizures, (at least I don't think I am,) so I'm wondering if maybe it's just my anxiety/panic disorder? If it is, I don't see the point of not taking medication for it. It's been recommended to me many times, but I've always felt a certain hesitance about it. Withdrawal, dependence, addiction, medication interactions, excetera, it just frightens me. But now, if this constant fogginess and my head is really just anxiety, I'll do whatever it takes to feel better.

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