Okay,so.....I'm very happy to tell my readers that I got lots of ideas and am more than willing to show the finish product for you all.....but then my problem is....I am really really really busy as of now.....and yes,I call it a minor conflict.

So I have 3 performances.One for a pageant held at school and we've only had 2 days to practice and the performance is this Friday but I haven't perfected it yet,then I have a performance this Wednesday and we yave to make the props on Monday....we need to put sequins and bling bling thingies on fans and head-accessories and some tribal accessories but I was supposed to buy most of the fans to be used but I couldn't buy them because my mom wouldn't let me....she said that I shouldn't waste the fare it costs just to buy fans with one of my friends,lastly I have a performance on the 26th with most of my friends and I've memorized the choreography but I tend to forget some parts and I've yet to perform it and I have tests.....both on Chinese and English....projects coming up....3 deep paragraphs to memorize on Filipino.....and i have yet to pick an outfit for that.....26 answers to questions in Chinese.......plus,I am kinda sick......so the amount of pressure I am in....kinda makes my eyes tear up cuz I wanna be perfect and make my mom proud that she kept me......and that I'm not her baby anymore......no matter how much she still wants me to be her baby.....I'm not gonna be a kid forever.....and I realized that......and also there's this one performance cancelled and we had one day to practice it so that's a teeny bit less pressure on me......

Also,this IS a minor conflict compared to last time.Last time I was really really sick but now I'm only a bit sick.....I think but anyway....at that time there were practice sessions almost every single day for weeks,plus those weeks have tests everyday,projects to do,things to type/research,and the memorizing stuff in chinese.......so yeah.....I'll be able to update but maybe not a lot?

Plus,many of you may tell me why I didn't refuse to do the performance at the pageant but I couodn't just pass the opportunity of performing.....I mean,I love it......

The feeling of adrenaline rushing as the crowds claps and cheers,the sound of music blaring in my ears,the feeling where I lose control of my body and just dance,the feeling of being out of breath but I never want to stop...never want it to end......I love it....I love the stage and I love performing.....and I hope i can do this forever