I just now decided to confess everything.

I don't know when it happened, but I am in love with Kim Jongin. Just thinking of him, thinking of his smile, thinking that he's happy, thinking that he loves dancing, thinking of him... tears appear in my eyes and it's like there's someone squeezing my heart.

This is a love that is truly one-sided. Even after last year, I still love him. I told my heart that I don't want to love him anymore, but... you can't really command your heart who to love.

I love you Kim Jongin.

Well, that goes my confession. I was listening to this really sad song, and I had the urge to share my feelings for Kim Jongin, because for me, my love for him will be the most painful part of my life.

Yes it's painful, but it is still love. :)

-jhanjhan