Have you ever got into a relationship that you have no idea how or when you got in it? 

Well~ Your girl here did that with one slick move... I mean I did like that person a lot of course but something came in me. I kinda wanna go home. I am home now but you know what I mean right? Well, I'm in a long distance relationship and that person it was his first time doing so. That person at first was always pushing me away~ I couldn't believe it had to happen that way, I kept telling him what, why? So, we try to trust each other more but as days went on things has changed, we have less things to talk about... Money was the biggest problem for me and him. He's  going through things that I know I can't help with, but he asked me anyway, I rejected his request because that's the truth! I couldn't help at all. That's what made me feel guilty, angst, and bothered all the way to my stomach and back. Eventually, he is going back to school that's a good thing, he did ask his uncles to help out afterwards, but was rejected too. And I know I'm just blaming, I'm sorry for that, just need closure... lol 

i know I'm not saying all mysterious stories but I just want to ask little, how do you feel if your going through the same thing? 

He needs to have a savings account for himself....Hehehehe~  What I don't know is that, is it the same system like ours in The USA or different?? I really hope things work out better for the both of us. 

Actually, after going through so much trouble and pain within this one month has me thinking, maybe we should just break up~ I haven't been able to sleep since the day we went through it. 

My Korean Oppa never made me cry, sad, and bothered by this much before, I mean that they did but in a more happy and beautiful way! Oppa come and take me home now... lol 

Okay! I'm done with this.... going home to sleep now lol 

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