So....I posted this a few days ago....http://www.asianfanfics.com/blog/view/1186000 and I think some might have thought of her as an awfull person in how I described how she treated me the past few weeks....well,it's okay tho. Neither of us has made a mistake.....because I only said how she treated me these past few weeks and not the whole would've-been 6 years of our friendship.So...now I'll tell you our story....

I met her when we were in grade 2.She was from another Chinese-Filipino school and was transfered to ours with her sister.When I first looked at her,I thought she was interesting.She looked b*tchy to others because of her high eyebrows which give her a resting b*tch face look but other than that,she had all features that girls would kill for.Dimples,pale skin,small face,perfect nose,almond eyes(we actually all had that but mine were bigger since I'm a mix)and small lips.

I was always the quiet one in class and preffered to stay behind but I was quite popular back then because....I may ir may not be a bit boyish and playfull....back then I still have pig tails and my hair was curly.I used to have pale skin back then...the yellowish-peach that most Chinese people have,a button nose and ofc curly eyelashes,hair and almond eyes. Yes,my lashes are naturally curled and people look at me blink=_=As of now,my skin is tan and I had my hair rebonded but she looks the same as back then just a bit sharper.Because of my ex bestfriend who was my bestfriend back then, she thought I was like her(b*tchy and thinks she's a princess)and we were enemies back then.Then at 6th grade,we discovered that we both liked kpop...but we only ever seen one group each....hers was snsd and mine was 2ne1(they were famous in the Philippines because of Dara who grew up there).We were bestfriends back then....well since my ex bestie thought it'd be great and that she could be very plastic towards her and she'd never know.So....long atory short they both fought my ex bestie thought I'd be with her but I stayed with Shar then we met Lisa....who also ended up plastic.....actually,Lisa met Daphne and liked her more.Lisa said she wanted to still be besties with us but Daphne wouodn't allow it....but hello?We've known Daphne longer than her....and Shar also used to be Daphne's bestfriend and Daphne is too nice to do that...plus,she sent Shar a message in Chinese saying "I don't like you.You are a b*tch and is very (someone translate for me what the english for MAARTE is please?)I don't want to be friends with you anymore,I like Daphne more.她有说她最喜欢Daphne(srry Idk how to write her Chi name but it was Shi Jia Shi)." and yeah so it was us again who stood ground as bestfriends for the 2nd time...then Des came and we thought she was sweet and I thought she was motherly.....but she ended up having a diva-ish attitude....like,she wants all attention on her 24/7 and wants boys....she almost flirted with my brother=_=My brother is currently 21 and the flirting happened 2 years ago=_=good thing my brother was out playing basketball and not online....but she got to flirt with my her brother and yes,we both have brothers and sisters.Our sisters are both eldest in our respective families,the brothers as middle child and both of us as youngest in our family....crazy coincidence but really there are more coincidences that are so crazy that we often thought of each other as FATED to be bestfriends.She showed me the messages Des sent her brother.

Des to her bro-Why didn't you move to the same school as **** and your other sister?

Bro-idk plus I don't have anyone to be with there

Des-What about me?

that's all I remembered but that was so.....eww like srsly...."what about me?" shouldn't she say,"What about you sisters?" Ewwwww and she called anime CARTOON....that uncultured swine=_=doesn't know what anime means and doesn't watch any Korean shizz and pretends to KNOW Kpop and Kdrama.She also constantly says,"I'm first honor somI should be leader" during group activities in class.Hah,she's not anymore....srsly most people are smarter than her but she gets higher grades cuz while we're lounging around in our leather couches and air conditioned rooms,she's on her dining table studying.....apparently she studies on weekends....who the heck even bothers?So...she doesn't know anything about Kpop,Kdrama,Anime,Manga,American singers,Famous DJs,or any Chinese entertainment....I don't either cuz I may be Chinese but I hate entertainment in my country....I hate the singers too.

So...it was it was us 2 again.....for the 3rd time.....then last last year,we met Allana then while were playing(I was bordering on 11 and she was 12.Could you blame us?)we kinda bothered them and then I talked to Allana's friends then friendship blah blah blah.Then,last year was Andrea....and there was a rant about her...you can just find it cuz the title may be too obvious.....then the 2 of us stayed strong together for the 4th time.....

We were really close....and when I mean close I meant litterally inseparable.If we're in class and got assigned to seats not next to each other,you'd often see us looking at each other longingly,when in hallways we're always either arm in arm or hand in hand or hip to hip then there's the random hugs everywhere and same habits along with the same stuff popping out of our mouth.Our tutor even called us twins cuz we were so close that she adapted some of my habits and I hers and one of my friends told me she shipped us and one of the girls she replaced me with=_=used to say that we looked like a couple and we both said we're destined for each other.Plus,we never separated and while walking through narrow passages we walk sideways instead of just unlinking arms and walking easily through.We also waited for midnight just to be the first to greet each other Happy Birthday.....the rest of the story is in my previous Super Long Rant.....

And I want her to know....that I'll be fine without her cuz now I realize that my whole life isn't her....and that when my mom asks who she is I'll tell her you're my classmate cuz you don't deserve to even be my friend....yes,I'm bragging about myself....and it's rare for me.....and I'm loving it......You can throw the fake 6 years of trust and memories out the window for popularity but you can never get rid of me.....because I will ruin your life....slowly....until you're nothing......

I'm not being b^tchy to her at all guys.What she did was worse....srsly,last year was tough.I had to turn my back on my bestest,longest friends fir her and she repays me with betrayal.Thank you for the 6 years too you traitor....

Why is it a big deal that I turned my back on them?I've known them since I was 3 so we litterally knew each other in our diaper days.....

So to Ara_zhuang,thank you for the 6 years of weirdness,I actually knew you're the kind of friend who wouldn't be in my life forever and i wanted to treasure the friendship while it lasts but now,I hope you die a painfully slow death alone.....and same gies to those 2 fat plastics you replaced me with....but then,I think they'll die alone anyways.One's crush looks like a cross-breed of a pig and a bat and cockcroach while the other's crush looks like an oversized raccon that's been hit by a bat in the face.....and they think too highly of themselves=_=the stuff they say are so much meaner than whatever I say here....and the one's I used to shup people up in class.Here's me saying goodbye and.....please do me a favor and get out of my face because you are nothing but my classmate now....

Also,here's a thing.I've already noticed so much....guess how dead I was for you?I can't believe how much years I wasted on you.Plus,my friends aren't weird at all.....try telling Allana to prove the stuff she's bragging about?We did that so many times and she always failed to prove it true and even told us the next day that she did not say that...because of course she didn't....the wall did=_=Through the month that I was dead inside because of you,I was still smiling....and now that I'm free....I'm still smiling....cuz you're the one in the wrong and making me look bad....and I'm not fixing up the mess you made.....aka our friendship.....I did this so many times and now it's your turn.....well,maybe not now cuz I ing wanna strangle you then burn you alive then feed you to a pack of wolves plus,I have other friends who actually know me.....

You were the sister I never had.....and the worst traitor ever....also,your acting is terrible.I could see right through you even without using my brain.....So all in all,you were a great friend,a terrible liar,a terrible actress,a traitor and all I can say is.....keep that up.....I can already plot my revenge*laughs maniacally*

nah,kidding.I'm just gonna play with her feelings and shizz like that....play with my feelings and I'll do worse.....