I do not know how to express how heartbroken I am as the days near Top's enlistment. I don't know who to share this sadness with. Everytime 'last dance' plays on my phone, I start to tear up. I have been a proud VIP for 8, coming 9, years. Yes, they had gone on long hiatus as a group in the past, but they've always had solo activities. They've held concerts every year in Japan for the past years. This time is different. One by one, they'll leave for their military. There will be no signs of each member for two years when they enlist. 

First off, I am not a Kpop fan. I only, ONLY stan Bigbang. Maybe a little bit of all yg artist, but I am no kpop fanatic. 

However, for these 8 years, Bigbang has been part of my everyday. I listen to their songs on a daily basis, especially Daesung's (I listen to his song every single night because his voice is so amazing and soothing). I've attended their concerts, I've collected their albums, I've watched every drama and movies the members acted in, every variety show they've been on.

I know that all VIPs feel the same, no matter how long they've supported Bigbang, because we are all the same, we love Bigbang. 

Right now, I only hope that their solo activity can fill up the time gaps which each member will be missing for.