Exhaustion [most writers can relate]
BEHOLD! THE FIELD IN WHICH I GROW MY S. LAY THINE EYES UPON IT AND THOU SHALT SEE THAT IT IS BARREN.
Now that you've seen them, please excuse me as I crop them.
For the person who messaged me about not reading my fics because I take too long and blah blah blah. I just couldn't careless. I mean, I am grateful for all the support that I've gotten throughout these two years almost three and all the yida-yada but I'm tired. I am very exhausted of having to write and set a deadline and rush everything. This has out my creativity and will to write. And it has gotten to a point where some readers message me to ask me why am I not updating as often as I should and that I should update and that if I don't they won't read from me anymore. And honestly, two years ago that would have affected me and I would write and please everyone except me. I would give the readers the ing ending they wanted, wrote the plot how they ing wanted it because that's what it got me subscribers and comments but the only problem is that the comments I got were the ing "this is cool update soon!" and if I didn't do it they would get mad at me for it. I mean- thank you but no thank you. I didn't just spent hours if not days frying my head to give "birth" to a chapter that wasn't even supposed to be there and something that is not even relevant to the plot or the idea that I had set for it. I've literally have taken down most of my "best" stories because I feel like I shouldn't write something that is no longer fun for me or that I'm not looking forward to write. I am going to finish them but I am doing so on my own pace, without rushing anything. Also, what's up with y'all reading and then plagiarizing the story to then say it was me who did the deed? Oh no sweetheart, stay on your lane. I have been plagiarized not once, not twice, not thrice but seven ing times in a ing row. And all from the same person. I literally blocked and deleted for a whole year those kinds of commenters who said and claimed that it was me who plagiarized first when my story was there since Adam and Eve. It's draining and exhausting. I'm not having it; no more of that.
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