if you've been following me on ask.fm, you'd know i've been writing this oneshot for a fic exchange. it's not posted yet, but it does get me to wonder... since the posting will be under anonymous, will any of you recognize that it was my fic once you read it if you don't know who the author is?

i wonder if i have a distinct style of writing that people can tell easily... i think i do? but then i try something a lil different like my newest fic Hearts Afire (We're Infinity) (which you should read if you haven't since it'll be completed in 2 chapters! ^^) and a lot of you were surprised lol. the comments were like, "wow this fic doesn't sound like you at all! i actually forgot you were the author while reading it!" etc. lol

idk, i guess i'm just wondering if my writing style is recognizable? will people know that fic is written by me even if they don't see my username attached to it?

i also realized that aff is kinda, hmn... quiet lately? a lot of the people i used to talk to, have disappeared. idk if it's bc they're busy or they don't read fics anymore or they don't like me/want to talk to me anymore. but it does make me kind of sad. bc like, i do try and remember people who commented often or tried striking a conversation with me thru wall posts and stuff, but i don't see those people anymore... then i got to wondering like, is it bc my stories have gotten worse? do they not like/read my stories anymore? idk. idk if you can tell from my previous blog posts but i'm a super insecure person haha. i worry a lot and think that my fics are never good enough. idk, this just made me sad...

wow this has been a depressing blog post >__> blame me waking up early at 6am... when i'm up early by myself i tend to think a lot and overthink things...

anyway, to end it on a slightly happier note... you know how i always update on sehun and jongin's birthdays? well, jongin's birthday is coming up and i still don't know what i should update for him! what story would you like me to update for jongin's birthday? i was thinking Fatalis Dilemma, but then it'd be an awfully sad chapter (for kai) right on his birthday haha >.< kai is going to die next chapter of FD... lol joking... or am i...? @__@