I'm scared of my thoughts

As they lead me to loneliness , cold and dead

As if time had frozen on me

The more I sink in this emotion

The more I unintentionally hurt myself

There's something really wrong

Believe me

As a subject of so much adoration

This is what life is at the top

I'm all that they need

Said

They love me

But in reality all they love is actually what I can give

People dont really care

At my low

They said that

This is not my place

Some kind of words hurt more than bruises

Like thorn in the roses

I can smell their intentions

The me who feels nothing

But give everything