So this is a song I wrote recently, and I don't know why I'm posting here but uhh I think some of you fangirls will be able to relate (if you're emo like me)... basically it's my emotions about a certain boy (*cough* byun baekhyun *cough*) so umnnn yep :))

 

-And I- I don't know if this is real

maybe that smile you smile isn't how you feel,

I can't see your real smile, but even so 

I can't seem to mind

It's, it's real enough for me,

you're my everything~

 

And I,

I might be 

someone who you can't see

I might-

blend into the crowd, screaming~

I'm screaming your name,

crying your name,

hopping you'll see me,

But I'm like the rest of them, and,

hope is for the innocent

I've been in this game too long

my, my hope is gone~

 

And, others, others others,

others tell me to move on

but I cant, find it in myself to write another song~

I'm still-

infatuated by the harmony that is you~

You're my everything, I'll give you all of me,

 

But I'm-

still in the crowd

still in the crowd

You don't see me, woah

I still can't,

see your real smile- 

we won't see each other for a while

 

I wanna be your, melody, melody

let's sing, la da do, la da di

 

and I wanna, fit with you, like

a harmony and melody or

two people with the heart of one;

two parts of a song,

I want to belong-

 

but I'm still...

looking in from the outside

I'm stuck behind this window-

I see, another girl, someone who's part of your world,

she's your, 

first melody, melody~

and I wished that could've been me~

 

but I, look around

there's also others looking in, now

I'm not the only one

trapped by this song

 

People say to

move on, move on

they say it's easy, but they're wrong~

 

How can I move on from my everything...

I'll give you my all,

You don't have to think about being replaced,

these lyrics from life I can't erase

 

Don't worry, 

no one else can have you beat,

and this song will never b complete

 

It's my love to you~

I don't think I'll ever git sick of this tune~

 

-Even if,

you don't look out,

Even if, I'm- another girl in the crowd

Even if,

there's someone else

I can't get out of this spell

 

This song's to you, byun

You're a special tune~

And you-

you've always been my harmony

but, maybe I'm not your melody

 

It's okay-

even when my heart breaks,

some things are worth the heart ache.

 

I'll be foolish and keep you on a throne

I'll be stupid and make you my everything...

I'll be selfish and,

never let you go.