so yeah as what the title said i don't have friends here or out there in real world. I don't actually think very much about it but as i grew older and older i think i'm pretty lonely? everyone need friends in their life that's what my mother said when she was here, but when she passed away i don't think anyone remind me about how great having friends are or how warm they're around you. i suddenly, no, i realized i'm so lonely and i need someone to talk to. i just think if we, you guys here could accept me and talk to me somehow, somewhere via email, asianfanfics or twitter. i just need someone to talk to because things have been really stressing for me.

i'm sorry for this long rant, but i wanted to start opening up with people firstly here. if you have anything to ask about me please be free to drop it below! i'll gladly gather those questions and make another post which i answered all your questions. all questions are ok! since i wanted to know about you guys too please do leave something about you below, i'll eventually read it carefully. i guess it'd be cool for me who's starting to look for a friend.