Most of us doesn't really good at treasuring our own one never would thought of living without them.

Brought into the world by her and growing up under her watch until they have to go.

It must be never good living up through our own life without her but most of us don't feel the special way of others have to lives without her.

Am I turning around my word or we just doesn't gets it,

Our own mom was I talking about right now.

Feelings all are shares with her from our toddler until grown up human but still we can never feeling the best when we are realising goes on living without her by our side anymore.

I would be mesirable during her absence while I am going to elementary school thinking she would let me go through the day without her by my side but the day later I will realise that after almost hwhole day end up I will meet her again at home after finished for school of the day.

I should be afraid when I have to travel away from her when I am furthering my study away from her but in the end I would be okay and go back home and meets her every semester break.

We never knew when life takes turn for us to start living without her, when we can never in the end meet her again still breathing. She who we couldn't living through the life without her talking, hugging and smiling to us anymore in the end of the whole days.

grammar nazis can't be reading my blog right now. if you are one, don't be. just turn your eyes blind for awhile.kk