I think I own an update

Hi guys...And yeah, I disappeared again. But hey, I have an explanation!

And yeah, it's in part because I am lazy af but also because, well this might get a little more personal but I've been really, really depressed(for years even) and I've only started treating it now so my life is a bit confused at the moment. But now coming back with the lazyness: have you ever had that moment where you know what you want to write, the whole story is planned in your heas but you just don't feel like writing it for some reason, mostly because you don't know how to organize this ideas on a page? I'm having this exact feeling, like I have a lot of chapters and stuff organized for the fics in my had, I have exactly how I want it to be but I look at my computer and go "nah, maybe later".

I wish I could stop with that honestly.

Also, my babies Bangtan won two daesangs, yay!I've been so happy for them these days, I only want their happiness and seeing them going through so much to get to this much success is amazing, I really love them. And I'm going to see them live too on WINGS Tour, so I'm even more happy because these boys mean a lot to me, they literally saved my life with their songs and their lovely personalities so seeing them live for the first time means a lot to me and it will be a moment I will never forget.

I promise I'm already working on updating my fanfics, some even demand more work because of the complexity of the plot and characters like Dishonored but I'm working in all of them and I'll update soon as possible! You can all talk to me on tumblr to even remind me of that if you all want, haha, I really don't mind.

See ya!

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RavenUchiha
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I know exactly what you're talking about. I have so many ideas, but the minute I see my computer, it's like all the ideas disappear, or it's like your fingers don't want to move. I make up excuses, which most of them are pretty lame, but school and work aren't excuses, but there are times I just don't have the desire to write. Though I'm not going to abandon my work, it's I just need to get motivated to finish a few of my fics up.