I honestly and truly cannot remember the last time I came here. It's been so long that I couldn't even remember the name Asianfanfics and I forgot what my username was. Coming back here brings back so many memories and at the same time, I'm so sad. My writing style has completely changed and coming back to see comments on stories from a few months ago in 2016 when I don't even remember the last time I updated makes me want to cry. I always come back around the time of Christmas and tell myself that I will try to write more and update in the New Year, but I'm in college now. I won't even continue to lie to myself. Right now I'm wondering why I don't just delete my account, but that would honestly be too much for me. This place has too much sentimental value to me.