I'll share a little about my life now (when was I not? lolololol) anyways, right now I am working in a startup that's doing a mobile research. My job is pretty fun as I am a corporate relations so I get to meet/chat with a lot of people from other big(ger) companies and make some sort of business relationship with them. As fun as it is, it's also time consuming and sometimes tiring.

The company itself is really fun since it's a typical startup companies where everyone is youngster (most of the employees are millenials, wait.. even the CEO is only 30 y.o sooooo~) yeah the vibe is awesome, I'm not complaining, lololol... but of course as a human I can't seem to be satisfied with what I have right now and keep looking for something else to do. In fact, I'm starting to look for a way to get out of here, I wonder why... since it's a really fun job with fun workmates (there's almost no tension or drama, so it's a really good atmosphere here in the office).

When I first joined here, I feel like taking care of a newborn baby, like literally. We know nothing about the industry, we don't even have much clients, no wait... no clients at all! We do all we can to reach more people, like doing some seriously annoying hard-selling, lol. Then, people started to notice us, then they come to us, they ask about us, and now... I don't even have time to open linkedin and post anything there to promote since I'm handling loads of clients already. So it feels like my baby is finally growing up and starts running on its own. The problem (? nah, it's not really a problem) is that it's now my baby. And seeing all this makes me want to have my own baby (figuratively, and literally? Haha..)

So whenever I'm free (which isn't really much) I started doing what I like to do and create some stuff and contacts some friends. Since I have quite a lot of entrepreneur friends, I tried to learn from them. The funny thing is, some of them is telling me that right now they're actually wanting to apply for a job and try working in a company. Eh! Haha..

I guess I'm at the age (not telling you my age, meheheh~) where we want to do the most in life. Trying out this and that and everything and try not to regret not doing something. So we work hard, travel far (and often), play really hard and do all kind of things possible. I guess, to satisfy the hunger. Because we feel like time is catching up with us and we're not doing enough.

It's really crazy to realize that indeed, the grass is always greener on the other side. But I don't think it's a bad thing, as longs as you don't think to destroy other people's lawn, lol. It keeps you motivated, and wanting to be better, to be greener.

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So what was the conclusion? lolololol... life your life, okay? Carpe diem, dolce vita moderato, *throws some more latin proverbs to sound more intellegent* lololooloololo...

HAVE A NICE DAY!