First of all i want to say sorry for my bad english cause english is not my first language so bear with it

If there some one who read this blog keke

First i want to say how proud i am to taeyeon cause she win the best female artist of the year. She really diserve it, although i think she desereve more than this

Second she realy stunning last night the flawless is so great her beauty is so natural like that kind of beauty is taeyeon and taeyeon is definition of beauty, how i adore her so much cause the way she is. What i realy like for taeng is that she is so pure with her beauty her style is always suit her, i can see if she comfort with her outfit or not. She say she realy like to wear a comfy dress, so if i see her uncomfortable with her dress or outfit i think it's her stylist choose.

Third is her voice, you know i can say it is taeng just by hear her voice, she have a character in her voice, like ah it's taeyeon voice. Angelic, that the suutable word for her voice, and i think she is a great composer too, based on her experience in music industry. I didn't know why sm is like such a block talent for their artist i mean they didn't let their artust to sing their own song. Maybe there are some of artist of sm sing their own song but it's not much if you compare to yg. And for me to become the truly musician is that you can sing and made your own song. But taeng performance rain in mama is really good. She great at it her voice is really relaxing. I can relax just by heard her voice. You know accoustic balad and kind of music like that is suit her more. It's not like i didn't like to hear she sing out of thet genre but i prefer she in balad

Fourth i will say my thought about her collab with wiz khalifa.one word dissapointed. I just can said it. I really mad right know, i don't know if i mad at Mnet for being unfair channel, or i mad to wiz khalifa to post tweet like that and made some haters turn on their ing mouths to insulting taeng to be ungratefull and stupid artist by reject wiz khalifa, or i mad at knetz to become such a coward and just said their hate by bullying in social media, or i mad at taeng her self cause she's not perform. Although how mad i am i'm sure she have a good reason for all of this. Or someyhing fishy is in the way here. But what i wanna say is i really want to see taeng collab with wiz khalifa arrggghhh i'm waiting for ing 4 hour and i just get 4.15 minutes to see taeyeon what the heck is that. I want to puch their staff.

Fifth and the last is i really tired of being kpop stand like "what is y thing i look for" now kpop is not same anymore, kpop nowadays really like to see face than talents. I'm pitying some of group who must disbanded cause lack of attention. And i really didn't know why such a talentless can be so popular. Nowadays kpop sense of music is just based on their award, faces, viewers on youtube and male. I don't know why their treat female artist ufairly like tiffany case, seriously if i think about that i just want to said " you". But seriously in my country face is just number 2 if you wanna become an idol. And i think it's right in music the point is voice. And for those teenagers fans who said their bias beat snsd by viewers on youtube just of you although a video of fire lizard can have fast viewers. And now snsd is barely seen and bigbang soon will hiatus cause their military and i don't think i will stand this kpop thing if they really hiatus. And i'm sure i will quit from this industry

Nawwww thats all my thoughts. I hope i will feel more relief after i write this. Bye