I'm honestly so angry rn.  During gym we were playing basketball outside and jfc the girls get so damn aggressive that i got hit in the face. And  you know what happened? The girls started sorrounding me and they were all like 'omg are you okay?' and this other chic was all "OMG jenn youre bleeding!" And i didnt know if i should take her seriously bc usually me an my dad joke if i get a minor bump he'll go "OMG ur bleeding!" when im not.

Anyways, the bridge of my nose ended up getting scratched and bled profusely (an im not exagerating bc the blood literally began dripping off my chin.). And my sunglass clip-ons broke (bc i wear glasses so i have these shaded clip-ons that costed me a good 20$ and u know what i dont have? Money.)
Like i dont even do anything during gym, and even doing that ended up in me getting hit and scratched. I really dislike being around people. And the girl who hit me right in the face was all "Omg im so sorry jenn! I didn't see you there! its cuz ur so short!" 

Like first of all, im 5'4. You're just too freakishly tall. Second of all, YOU LOOKED ME RIGHT IN THE EYE? LIKE YOU 10/10 SAW ME WHAT THE ACTUAL ????

Sometimes my neighbor will come over (she's a bit older than me, liek 2-3 years) And she'll start nagging that i should go outside more rather than hole myself up inside all day or even go take a walk or somthing. Like i'm sorry but i really hate being around people physically bc I easily get bored of people (wow i sound liek an ) and I'm soooooo boring to talk too. (mind you im so bad at replying, sorry in advance if you'vee held a convo with me before lmao).

So all in all, I don't like going outside, especially if there's people. I don't like having people come over bc then i feel obligated to keep them entertained. I'd very much rather stay inside by myself keeping me busy with whatever I do. That way, no feelings get hurt if i get told something not nice or vice versa.

PUTTING ALL THAT ASIDE, would you guys like to see my drawings? They're not that good, but it'd be fun to share them with you guys!