hello I may have said this in my all bout me page well I have anxiety disorder and I'm depressed I know to personal to share but I want to update you guys on this :)) and I want to share my story okay so my story starts in 6th grade (I recommend to listen to simple by woozi I recommend it so when you reading this because I wanted simple;))) wait let me tell you when I was told I had a anxiety disorder in 5th grade I was told I have anxiety so yeah not depression now so in 6th grade I started to push people away I would get bullied because of my name you may be asking your name is Mia well people would call me gisselle but Mia is my real name okay gisselle my friends would name and people would make fun of me because that name is a deer name so people said I looked like a deer and I was a dinosaur I said to feel down then they stopped when I told one of the  meanest teachers and they stopped but I was depressed because no one liked me I started to cut myself I was worthless:( I was nothing to people ...... then one summer day it changed i found bts on mannntv it's a YouTube channel of 3 guys just doing what they can do and they react to bts so I watched and I was amazed so i looked bts and watched fire atfer that I started watching other videos then atfer that day I was in love with kpop I would watch bts for hours then I found seventeen and my love for bts went down I sitll love them not as much I love seventeen then I found got7,exo,block b,monsta x, and hotshot seventeen and bts changed me I started to be more a happy and cheerful person my mom even noctie it everyone noctie then in 7th grade I changed last year I cared about getting in trouble and I was shy but now I don't care that I get in trouble :)) and I'm a loud person and everything is going well I'm in love with kpop I can't stop listening to kpop but I don't like the girl kpop groups I love boy kpop groups maybe because the boys are pretty hot ;) But I actually like one girl kpop groups orange Carmel because 3 of the guys in seventeen I don't remember who were dancing to one of their songs and I love their songs and I also love 4minute but they disbanded :( hey I sitll listen :))  I sitll have anxiety i sometimes have to breathe before I go into school because if I don't I will feel like doors are closing and someone is eating me up and I can't be in a hot room because I can have a panic attack so yeah it's horrible but I get thought it I stay strong :)) but something happened i started to have things in my head like I wanted to commit suicide and I started to cut myself again I actually stopped doing about 2 weeks ago I try to keep clean but I can't but I control myself before I get the thing and start cutting myself again I haven't done it but I have scars it hurts to see them but I stay strong got7 actually saved me when I first listen to just right I stopped and I started to look at myself a different way I stopped looking at myself like I would look at myself and be like I'm so ugly but just right change my mind it was like they were telling me I was perfect to them or something I was saved of doing something bad to myself thank you got7 wish I can meet them :)) one day miapooh :) I was happy sitll have scars and sitll feel like if I die would people miss me but I listen to kpop and it change my mind okay that's my story 

-miapooh