So i just finished reading my english story text book which is Dear Mr KilMer *i always miss pronounce it as dear mr killme .. * the things is.. The realationship between mr kilmer and that boy ib the story *suddenly i forgot his name.. Only his family name that i remembee which is Knight.. * is just like me n fellow author in aff .. U know even without knowing each other we text. We share our concent as there is no one in real world *i mean around me* that i can share with. I have a trouble in trusting ppl around me .. I am a negetive thinker.. By that, i mean i always think about.bad consequences.. For example when my friend talk about having marriage after SPM ( malaysian exam for those who are 17 years old) they said they dont want to further their study (in a joking manner) i always said.. "if u dont want to further ur study u wont be working right? So what if someday u have to divorce with ur husband.. Do u think u will be ok by then? " ... See told ya im negetive thinker .. The point is.. I rarely let ppl near Me know about what im thinking but it strange as i can share it with stranger.. Lol.. I just love the story n its been a while since i write my blog *type*