No more hoping. 

No more comebacks. 

All just tears kept in my heart. 

Bom would probably move on and have a family and be happy. 

She would keep music close to her heart, visit CL and Dara in YG once in a while. 

CL would slay all around the world. 

Dara would travel, act and be fab. Please get married soon, seriously. 

So in 4 years, would there be a wedding news, we'll see. 

No, I won't be leaving KPOP world.

I have new kids to take care of. 

I have Black Pink we need to raise. 

And I have Pentagon I need to stan. 

While Big Bang is doing the whole military service hooplah. 

Then I will have them back again once it's over. 

Solos in between and being busy with Pentagon fanclub stuff in the PH. 

And maybe get around to finishing iKON x Black Pink stories. 

And going back to 2NE1 stories. ^.^

It hurts now. And I always knew it would be over. 

It wasn't as soon as I expected it to happen. 

But you just hope too much sometimes. 

I see many of my BJ friends putting down their light sticks. 

And finding the key to the invisible exit door from KPOP. 

But as an ahjuhma fan, I think I have a good 5-7 years left in me. Or maybe more. I see granny fans in YG concerts here in the PH so I dunno. Must be the VIP in me. ^.^

Since I would be helping BP and Pentagon. I also still stan iKON. 

And Winner still has my bias in it. Though I wish that Nammie would be able to come out with a song or help Winner with making music in the future. 

Just the thought that Sech Kies and S.E.S. coming out with songs and albums makes me feel hopeful for the future. 

This is not the end. This is just a see you later. ^.^ 

See you in 10-16 years, guys. ^.^ 

Bring your Fantastic baby and your beloved when they do a reunion concert, okay? ^.^