haha i didn't saw my long time crush tend to be the most person i dont want to see,, well thanks to a friend who invited me to their house to join their party and her sis invited me to drink..Arggghhh to all minors dont take my words seriously..

"We started drinking at around 3 in the afternoon,,,only me and my friend's sis who were drinking,,we didnt notice that its already evening and we actually drunk the 12 bottles of beer, too much for only 2 persons, with a kind of somewhat hard red horse(name of the beer) im still a hard drinker lol after almost 8 months of avoiding of drinking alcohol,, i was dragged to drink..,but i didnt really get drunk what a surprise to all the people there asking me why i am not drunk,,well i also dont know why...

Huh the point is,, i still want to see the shaddow of that stupid guy which is well my love but he loves someone haha,, but because i am drinking i didnt saw him,,,poor me,, i ended up drinking instead of haunting him...

Blah blah blah..i am talking too much again...