this is the reason why I don't

yet this is the reason I do

see I know exactly how complicated it is

falling in love for me was never easy

and I know some felt the same way

how can I wear my heart in my sleeves?

I don't like the feeling of my heart rolling

or my stomach aching

i don't like the idea of staying up all night

just thinking of that special one

I don't like my thoughts being disturbed

I don't like the fact that I can't control my emotions

when In fact I do when you're still not around

see, this is the things I hate

I just act like I don't know

act like I'm innocent

doesn't know the toll of being in love

but I do

I really do

and I hate it