Hello, everyone! I am here to share a lot of my thoughts and decision with regards to my fanfics, posted and not.

So currently, and you guys might not know yet, I have finally come to the decision, and yes -this is really final, that Look Here, the fanfiction that I put into hiatus for a long time and updated for a while, then deleted it again, into discontinued status. It was hard to decide and put it that way. It is quite important to me, for the letters in there were letters that I've kept to give to Jungkook. But there are times that I get anxious whenever I write that particular story, and sometimes it affects my mood swings. I don't like it, because it makes me feel very lonely most of the time. That is why I've decided to stop it, because the worrying over it makes my emotions worse.

I currently have two ongoing fanfics - Lost and Butterfly, but one has to go, again, I know. Lost, a fiction that I aim to portray some scenes and idead from the music video Blood Sweat and Tears, will be deleted in ten days after prior notice for very very reasonable reasons: first, the story will include certain parts of literature and mythology (Greek mythology, angels, reincarnation, etc.) and I realized that for me to be able to create a captivating kind of fiction the same as how captivating Greek mythology and the history of angels and reincarnation to learn, I would have to study it through for it to be aligned. I know that this is fiction, that I am the author and I get to decide what happens and what a thing is, but I don't know, I would feel more relieved when I get to know these things; second, I would also want to learn more about writing angst and fantasy novels by reading as much fantasy and angst-y books as I can. Like I said, I want it to be as captivating as possible.

Now, I have roughly six or so fanfictions in my laptop that I have yet to post, and I won't post it until I get to write for about five chapters each. They are all romance, and all are where Jungkook is the main character. I mean, I am trash for that boy, so bad. Currently, I have two of them on the works, and as I have created their covers, I would love to share them to you:

11:11 is a story that is , yes, a story that is based from Taeyeon's new track with the same title. To to give you a short detail, this is a story of how the OC and Jungkook have broken up, and how will OC move on from that? The chapters will be divided according to the song lyrics, and yes! There is another character that will be included, apart from Jungkook. That won't be revealed for now. I am still thinking of how I can write Jungkook and how he moves on from the break up. This is quite exciting for me to write, honestly, because I cans ee right through the song, since I just got into a heart break where I had to break ties with a boy (not a man lol), that it can be comparable to break up.

Free Trial Boyfriend is a romantic-comedy about a girl who wished that there is 30-day free trial for her to be able to be in a relationship with her crush, just for her to prove that she is worth having a relationship with, or if her crush is worth having a relationship with. The crush? Jeon Jungkook lol. This is also fun! Because I saw this on Tumblr and I was like, "Yeah? This would be fun to work with." Ideas have been running into my head and I am so excited to post this for you guys to read. But to make sure that I would delete it and just spoil your excitement, I will write a lot of chapters first.

Also, I am in the middle of my one month vacation after the first semester and I am currently so stressed because I still don't have a company to have my internship in. It's so frustratingm because I applied for this certain company two months early and I have to start by November 28, yet I still don't know if I am accepted or not. I have no other choice but to wait since this might be the last company I can apply for. If all else fails, then most probably, my graduation is delayed, I hope it doesn't happen.

Anyways, tell me your thought, and have a good day/night! <3