usually i don't vent out what i feel anywhere or to anyone but this problem of mine has been bugging me for too long, so i guess i'll just let it all out in one go and hope you guys could give me a ray of sunshine, an advice, with this problem of mine. 

I have a friend. This friend of mine when i first met A (let's give friend a name) i thought that A was an okay person. We share common interests to the point that we feel like we're fraternal twins. We were going okay, until i noticed that A takes most of my time. I'm a person that can socialize but definitely needs an alone time but being a "good" friend, i always attend to A.  I then began to also notice that A pushes things on me. "check this out," "do this" "you should watch them" "have you watched it?" "Read this" "don't like that" -i try but there are things that you really can't force on people. Also, whenever i say or do something A doesn't like, A tends to give me this super obvious silent treatment. A would totally ignore my very existence. I never had a friend like that until now. So, i have a hard time coping and understanding A. I always apologize first, I always adjust to A's liking, I always feel bad whenever I sense A being mad at me to the point that every move i do i have to check and think about it for A's own sake. 

It was recently when i found myself exhausted with it. Whenever A gets mad, i became numb and ignore A completely. I also gave our friendship distance. I like A as my friend but A's flaw is totally killing it for me. I don't know what to do at this point. 

Ugh. I feel like a bad friend.