I'm bored.

Nature

Favourite weather?

                Cloudy and rainy. Cloudy cause’ of the gentle winds and rainy cause’ I can just pull my blanket and continue sleeping. xD

Something about mother nature that terrifies you?

                The fact that night time is so dark. It’s dangerous for girls and even boys to walk alone even though to me, it’s the most beautiful time of the day. You can see the stars. :D

If you had the chance to change something about the way the world worked, what would it be?

                Poverty people can get the help that they needed. Status isn’t something that separates us humans. Desire and lust shouldn’t be forced on peoples, especially when they hate it. There are more, obviously, but these popped at the top of my mind.

Is there a time in this world you would want to travel back to?

No. I would love to see my past successes but I’ll be reminded of my previous mistakes too so, no thanks.

Thoughts

How often do you find yourself lost or confused? What do you do to make yourself feel better?

                As often as the world is revolving. Typical thing, listening to music that hypes me up and I’ll eventually beat myself up by dancing to k-music. And singing out loud sometimes. smh

Do you wish you had a twin or a double of yourself? What would you want her/him to be like?

                Nope. The attention that I’m getting would split into half. I love it when people pay attention to me, when I want them to though.

Is there something particular about you that you think reflects your personality or way of thinking?

                I naturally bow down to others, if they’re older that is. I really respect people older than me. So when people younger than me were being rude to older people, I would get mad.

Is there something about you that hasn’t changed at all despite all these years since you were a child?

                You tell me. Is there? xD

Is there something which is lowkey important to you but you don’t make it obvious?

                Downloading k-dramas for my mother. Sometimes, the dramas have um… inappropriate posters… so I usually download them by myself. I absolutely hate judging stares from others.

Example: It’s okay, that’s love poster has Gong Hyojin and Jo Insung in a bathtub (doesn’t seem to have clothes on but there’s a blanket covering their bodies) and my friend almost saw them sh*t and I almost lost my sh*t there and then. Lmfao.

Interests

Is there something you would like to try that is completely not your style or taste/interest?

                Putting freaking make-up on my face especially eye-liners. But my cuz said I’ll look weird cause’ my eyes are already big so why would you draw em? Lol.

Favorite place to be at any time?

                Mah bed. Obviously.

Is there something you really really want to try but never ever had the chance to?

                I can list them all if you want to. Heh.

How do you start shipping someone? What effect does you otp have on you?

                When they’re so cute together I could die. Other than having me squeal like a squeaking toy? Nope.

Is there an interest or hobby that you have lost? Why?

                I’m easily bored even with things that I really love. Thankfully, my love for drawing, learning other languages and writing haven’t died down but they’re slowly decreasing each day I don’t even know why. *sigh* This includes my love for k-pop too.

Personal

Are you someone who has an easy flow with conversations or are you awkward?

                Easy flow cause I like to talk. Though it depends on the people I’m talking too. If I dislike that person or I’m not familiar with them, I usually zip my mouth up.

Have you ever done something against your will because of helplessness?

                I’m weak when my mother starts opening to nag. So, definitely yes.

Is there a phase in your life that you have come through?

                Lol. What phase? Menstrual phase?

Do you post stuff on your sns (tumblr, twitter etc) after giving it a lot of thought? Why do you think is that so?

                Not really. You can just post about your day. Why would you need to give it a thought?

Last question; keeping the person anonymous, give a cheesy thank you to someone close to you for anything you would like.

                Thank you for being my friend? Hehe.

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Another one cause I'm literally bored out of my mind.

1. Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?

I’m betting on my whole property (which is none btw lmao) to answer ‘Yes’.

2. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?

            Have felt all of those except ‘taken’.

3. What if I told you that you were pretty?

Emphasizing the ‘were’ part. I know. Puberty hit me with pores, darkened skin and blocking my height growth. The child me is obviously prettier and cuter than the now me. Lmao.

4. Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?

When someone called for my friend who has the same name as me? Yeap. Many times.

5. Are you interested in anyone right now?

I’ve read a quote which says, ‘Love 18 years old and below focuses on appearance. Love 20 years old and above focuses on responsibility. So, 19 years old people, don’t fall in love.’ The answer is, no.

6. What are you looking forward to in the next week?

Facing my papers? The only thing I’m not looking forward to. Kill me now.

7. Do you want to be single?

I’m single from birth bish wth r u talkin’ bout.

8. Did you go out or stay in last night?

My parents won’t let me go out alone. I won’t go out alone too so the feeling is mutual.

9. How late did you stay up last night?

I fall asleep at 8 o’clock and woke up at 11 before eating curry noodles (you know, the one you can cook in 3 minutes) and fall asleep again on 3 freaking a.m. Did that count as staying up?

10. Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?

Surprise, surprise. It’s less than 2 years ago.

11. Last three things you had to drink?

Warm plain water, some kind of drink called Nescafe and cold plain water.

12. Have you pretended to like someone?

How can you even pretend to like someone? Lmao. Jk. Of course. I was trying to forget this someone who becomes my cousin’s boyfriend and I was like, “Guys, I’ve long forgotten about him,” and told my friends I like this one senior though it was simply attraction of respect. Doing this thing suddenly makes me emotional. Lmfao.

13. Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?

Once. One of my guy friends allowed me to eat more fried chicken though the others didn’t. I said “I love you” out of pure happiness. xD

14. Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?

Mah sister.

15. Is it hard for you to get over someone?

Yes, bruh. It’s so hard I even wish I never liked him in the first place.

16. Think back five months ago, were you single?

I’ve been single ever since I’m in my mom’s womb.

17. What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?

It's not afternoon yet so I'll talk about yesterday's afternoon. Watching an old movie starring Kim Saeron, one of my favourite actresses.

18. Hold hands with anyone this week?

Does my friend included?

19. Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?

I would guarantee a ‘Yes’ billionth times.

20. What would you name your future daughter?

Ever since I’m child, I would want my parents to name my kids, if my future husband allows it.

21. Do you miss anyone?

Low-key missing my high school friends.

22. Have you kissed three or more people in one night?

Lmfao. No.

23. Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?

My lips are still pure. xD

24. Are you good at hiding your feelings?

Yes except for people that are really good at reading others.

25. Have you ever cried from being so mad?

Always. If you see a girl crying while greeting her teeth, then that’s me.

26. Who did you last see in person?

Mah mom. She’s currently cooking fried noodles for the whole family. I love yah mom. *throwing finger hearts*

27. Are you listening to music right now?

Yeap. If you’re curious, it’s Blackpink’s Stay. Rosé’s the bias.

28. What is something you currently want right now?

Get high CGPA. Really hope getting 3.0 and up.

29. What is the last thing you said out loud?

“You go and help mom cook the noodles. I’ve been her chef assistant before.” I said that to my sis cause’ I’m being a lazy girl. Lmao.

30. How is your heart lately?

Thumping so excitedly thanks to Boys24 Unit Yellow’s E. Jinseok’s killing me mentally.

31. Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?

Depends. When I’m home, I wear it if I’m cold. When I’m outside, I never wear it.

32. Are you wearing socks?

Currently? Nope but I want to cause’ it’s freezing cold cause’ of the air-cond…

33. What do people call you?

Eton. (Don’t freaking ask me what that means.) Shorty. Mah height’s 145 cm, guys. Yes, I’m short. Lil’ sis cause’ I’m the youngest in the family. And the short and multiple version of my real name.

34. Will you talk to the person you like tonight?

Doesn’t have any person that I like at the mean time.

35. Are there any stressful situations in your life?

Dude, stressful situations happen every single day. The differences are whether we take it lightly or not.

36. Who did you last share a bed with?

Mah closest aunt.

37. Did you do something bad today?

Cursing. Gosh. I really have to zip my mouth up from cursing.

38. When was the last time a member of the opposite hugged you?

When I was in my 6th grade, no one can bring me home from my tuition class (that was night time, mind you) so I had to walk home alone. It was super creepy, I swear. I came home crying and I remember both my brothers said, “Sorry” and they hugged me to give me comfort and stop me from crying.

At that time, my dad’s busy playing badminton with his friends while my two brothers had works to do. I didn’t have cell phone back then so I can’t call them or home. My mother waited for me outside the house and the second I saw her, I ran and gave her the biggest hug for it.

My brothers felt bad about it and its worse cause’ it’s their youngest sister we’re talking about here. But I don’t mind since they had work. I feel so thankful to my mother though. Again, I love yah mom. *throwing finger hearts again*

39. Do you get stressed out easily?

Yes, considering I’m facing my exams period. Gosh, when will these things over.

40. Will you sing today?

Yeap though my voice ain’t that pretty to the ears of others.

41. Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?

I want to tell every single person I have met something about them but didn’t.

42. Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?

Mah precious mom.

43. Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?

Nope. Not even in my dream.

44. What are you listening to right now?

I.O.I’s Hold Up. It’s a very good song. Every day I only loved you~

45. What is wrong with you right now?

I can’t lean my back over something hard cause’ I have this freaking ‘hill’ over my back. My lecturer uncle who teaches medic demanded me to take vitamins if I want them to go away. It’s ing painful, gosh. There I curse again...

46. What is on your wrists right now?

Sleeves? Lmao.

47. Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?

I bought it using my own money online. It says, “I AM ARMY” cause at that time, I’m head over heels for this one guy who’s the same age as me called Jeon Jungkook and he looks so hot during ‘Boy In Luv’ era.

48. What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?

Have no idea how apple cider tastes like so I’m picking the former.

49. Do you make wishes at 11:11?

People make wishes at 11:11? Reminds me of Taeyeon.

50. Are you a good artist?

I’m pretty good at drawing and colouring except that I hate to colour using water paint.

51. Love really is a beautiful thing huh?

Yes, it is.

52. Do you miss the way things were six months ago?

Yeah. I wish my classmates won’t stare at me like that. It’s very different from six months ago.

53. Ever been on a golf cart?

Nope. Never have the thought of it too.

54. Do you have trust issues?

Don’t everyone? Except innocent people, I guess.

55. Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who?

Never want and hopefully, never will.

56. Do you own something from Hot Topic?

What is that even?

57. Do you use chap stick?

My face is pure from make-up, even lip balm.

58. Have you ever slapped someone in the face?

No. I hope I won’t in my whole life too. ^^;;

59. Do you have a little sister?

Sadly, no but I like the idea of having a little brother better.

60. Have you ever been to New York?

I have never been out of my country. Sad life. Lmfao.

61. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?

My mom is the last person I would think she didn’t mean saying those beautiful words.

62. Have you hugged someone within the last week?

My best friend.

63. What were you doing at midnight last night?

Eating ramen that I shared with mah sis.

64. Have you ever regretted kissing someone?

My lips are pure.

65. Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?

Make it many persons. My family. My friends. My biases.

66. Were your last three kisses from the same person?

Like I said, my lips are pure.

67. Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?

The person who made this questionnaire needs a beating.

68. Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?

Alone duh or we’ll be squabbling over the space of the bed.

69. Will next Friday be a good one?

For the next few weeks, not until December, Friday will be hell for me thanks to studying (Student + Dying) for exams.