If people can love and trust so much, is it possible to love but not trust? Seriously, it's frustrating. And why do I think that I got sick because of thinking too much? My head is aching real bad, but I'm still here because this is the only way, to be here online. I've got colds now--runny nose--because of crying too much? I don't know. It's midnight here and I have an exam tomorrow. I haven't studied yet because I'm really sick right now (I just got home from the infirmary) and I'm planning to rest first. But I'm not. Instead of sleeping, I'm on aff. I'm damned.