Have I matured enough?

I believe that I'm more confident with my english skill than before. But ashamed as I become more coward to start writing again.

It's been a long time since my last login as an author, at that time I was still in high school, and english was not my main language, seeing my old fics is so embarrassing, I lack a lot of thing so I decide to delete them all together. Nonetheless,it was a good memory for me to be able to share my contribution to my otp at that time. I haven't really write anything since then, and somehow it's more disappoint of my side since I regress than progress.

I still hasn't give up on writing though, one day I hope I would be able to deliver some proper story that worth reading and feedback. Tough I move a lot from one fandom to other fandom (I.e anime to western to korean) I still monitor my main otp now and then. 

Idk if somebody will read this, mainly I write this for myself as a reminder that this account exist that I once have a desire to write, tho I already deleted them all now...

I hope I could poat more in the near future :)